He’s still driving that 1970 hand-me-down truck
And he’s still wearing that red and black jersey
Waiting for the band to start up
He’s still showing up twenty late, finding hearts and rules …
You know I’m gonna hit it on the radio
You know I’m gonna put it on my video
I know you gon’ be turning up the volume
I know you wanna split me …
I’d rather go blind, blind, blind
Than to see you with her tonight
I’m done with your lies
But I can’t say goodbye
So, I’d rather go blind
[Verse 1]
See I remember, I remember that …
Gona open my heart, out of the scars and listen up
Gonna do what I’m told, go where im told and listen up
Take a shot in the rain, one for the …
[Hook]
She live in Fort Lauderdale and I’m closer to South Beach
I told her to come over, she said, “okay, don’t fall asleep”
She say she can be my housewife and keep …
I’m searching for something that I can’t reach.
I don’t like them1 innocent
I don’t want no face fresh2
Want them wearing leather3
Begging, let me be your taste test.4
I like the sad eyes, bad guys
Mouth full of white lies5
Kiss me in the corridor,
but quick to tell me goodbye.6
You say that you’re no good for me
Cause I’m always tugging at your sleeve7
And I swear I hate you when you leave
But I like it anyway.8
My ghost9
Where’d you go?
I can’t find you in the body sleeping next to me10
My ghost
Where’d you go?
What happened to the soul11 you used to be?
You’re a Rolling Stone boy12
Never sleep alone boy13
Got a million numbers
And they’re filling up your phone, boy.14
I’m off the deep end, sleeping
All night through the weekend.15
Saying that I love him but
I know I’m gonna leave him.16
You say that you’re no good for me
Cause I’m always tugging at your sleeve
And I swear I hate you when you leave
But I like it anyway.
My ghost
Where’d you go?
I can’t find you in the body sleeping next to me
My ghost
Where’d you go?
What happened to the soul you used to be?
I’m searching for something that I can’t reach.
My ghost
Where’d you go?
I can’t find you in the body sleeping next to me
My ghost
Where’d you go?
What happened to the soul you used to be?
That is, boys.
That is, boys who consider their appearance too much.
Leather is related to tough guys.
A “taste test” is someone who has sex with another person to test out his persona.
Halsey gets a thrill from being with emotionally deceptive men.
Halsey likes the feeling of being used and left behind.
Halsey reveals that she is a needy girl.
Halsey is romantically conflicted about her feelings toward guys who treat her badly.
A “ghost” in this sense is a guy who is evasive. He comes and goes as he pleases without considering his partner’s feelings.
That is, the guy who just had sex with her.
The term “soul” is only used here for poetic effect. It really means “person.”
A “Rolling Stone boy” is a tough, selfish guy.
A “never sleep alone boy” is a guy who is constantly playing sex with different people.
This means the boy is highly wanted by females.
She is lonely, desiring to reunite with this boy.
Sometimes feelings of love conflict with rational decisions to leave somebody. This song is about those conflicting feelings.
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