[Verse 1]
I need to know what your silence says
It’s like I’m trapped on an island in my head
Waitin’ on a hurricane to pass me by
This natural pattern is
Like a rip …
[Verse 1]
You ask why I can’t tell you things
What’s been weighing on me lately
Somethin’ about this changed
Was it me, was it you? (Was it you, was it you?)
You know I …
[Verse 1]
My momma called me and said “Son, it’s Nonne
I’m sorry to tell you your grandmama passed”
Took me back to the moment watchin’ The Sound of Music
In your living room …
[Chorus]
Wait, it’s so permanent
Always rearranging I can’t commit
Fear of a future I can’t predict
Has got me laying sleepless at night
The future freaks me out
[Verse 1]
This is a cycle often repeated
That’s …
[Verse 1]
These nights are long here in my cage
Everyone says to act my age
It’s been so long since I’ve felt my bed
Replayin’ mistakes over in my head
[Pre-Chorus 1]
Sleeping in this …
[Chorus]
Forget who I am (did I?)
And how this goes? (did I?)
Did I forget who I am? (did I?)
And how this goes?
[Verse]
Only heaven knows
If you can truly win in the midst of a world that’s gon’ end
How am I up right now? I’m not, I’m still down
Only heaven knows
If you can truly win in the midst of a world that’s gon’ end
How am I up right now? I’m not, I’m still down
Niggas dying everyday, but what can I say?
They just want me to sing
It’s like everyone wants you to think how they think
And do what they say and stay out the way
And if you don’t wanna they got a problem with you
[Chorus]
Did I forget who I am?
And how this goes? (No way, now how)
Did I forget who I am? (Chasing gold?)
[Verse]
Only heaven knows
If you can truly win in the midst of a world that’s gon’ end
How am I up right now? I’m not, I’m still down
Niggas dying everyday, but what can I say?
They just want me to sing
It’s like everyone wants you to think how they think
And do what they say and stay out the way
And if you don’t wanna they got a problem with you
[Outro: Purr]
It’s so hard to realize
Things I put you through
It’s so hard to real life
Bring it back to blue
Wall of stars I’ll turn to
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